Long long long is too long

Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe. 爱因斯坦大叔永远是那么的机智。
无可救药的瑜粉
加班中,在you管上刷逆行光年,结果评论里刷到一个几分几秒怎么有种忘羡的既视感的review,WTF? 真心disturbing。最无奈的是you管还不能block这货。还有腾讯视频对blacklist是不是有什么误解?blacklist了之后竟然特么还能看到对方发的东西,这feature是假的??现在大部分软件公司顶着agile的名头对质量毫不在意,Google算其中佼佼者,这特么完全没有serve企业的经验啊。

打酱油搞poc搞了两天,突然一堆事一起扔过来,还统统都是p1。然鹅越忙越不想干,其中还特么混着替别的组wipe butts的活。一到编译或者跑算法那几分钟,脑洞就疯狂涌现😂

想码架空汉背景下的蓝湛和江宗主,两只都是议郎,蓝湛主儒学,小江什么都学,议政主法家,两个人一开始关系凉透,蓝湛嫌小江下重手罚罪犯,小江嫌蓝湛迂腐。蓝二作赋骈四俪六,洋洋洒洒,文藻华美,小江则环环相扣,大都用典故和比喻讲道理,互相看不顺眼对方的文风。其实蓝湛和小江私下爱好相似,两个人都擅长历法和格物致知。为了验算和发明,小江跟蓝湛经常在田间或者夜里碰到,慢慢开始交换自己的研究。开始发现对方不仅段数高,其实也跟自己第一印象不一样,对方的学派也有自己适用的范围。小江和蓝湛本来互相以为一个高冷一个傲慢,结果到了田间都甩了一身裙裾,撩起袖子和裤腿就下地与农户一起耕种,以改良农具和发明各种工具。有人提议用太初历替换四分历,两个人联手一起驳回。事后相约月下喝酒庆祝,蓝二喝了一杯之后依然面无表情,问答如常,其实已经烂醉,开始跟小江疯狂吐槽蓝家,把自己中二的梦想一一告诉小江,小江听得目瞪口呆。蓝二拉着小江给他弹琴听,小江给他击节,两个人闹了大半夜。小江躺倒星空下,觉得反正蓝二喝醉了,第二天都记不起来,就告诉蓝二自己家事。小江的双亲关系不好,都是世家,母亲出自公卿之家,父亲本是大儒,因为跟母亲关系不好,常年在外游学,后来被征为太守。江家家学本是儒经,但江澄不喜欢,他从小擅长数和格致,并且对道和兵家更感兴趣,母亲家本因军功封侯,江枫眠因此对江澄非常失望。小江小时候搞了个地动仪的prototype,并且预测江夏要地震,但江枫眠认为他是小孩子炫耀自己的玩具,没在意,结果真的震到山崩地裂,百姓死伤惨重,虞夫人也因此丧命。江枫眠忙于救灾,不防山贼,结果整个宗族被灭门,小江侥幸躲过一劫,集结了十多个幸存的郡民,奇袭斩杀了贼众,一战成名,本来新太守欣赏他小小年纪胆略过人,又立下大功,便向蓝启仁举荐他,他为了重振江家便没有守满3年孝期就参加了射策,深得蓝启仁的青眼。他说往世不可追也,但是他能做到让家族比以前更好。他说羡慕蓝二,虽然蓝启仁十分严厉,蓝涣虽然看着温柔实际拒人千里,都对蓝二百般约束,不许他做这做那,但是都是真心关怀他,而小江身边早就没了会对他数落的人。某天江澄捡到了一枚竹简,上面刻了一首怨妇诗,抬头就看到蓝二面无表情实际很紧张的盯着他。

上班,TBC

YY同人能YY到我族这样什么圈都能掐的也算是相当奇葩,AO3上虽说重口味又有很多剧情雷到爆炸,起码各圈风平浪静。至少winnix这外太空圈是一片净土,实在太冷😂

小江宗主的那个就不说了,某个分不清先来后到双商感人三观清奇自认是对家的群体貌似就认定他是小三。本来原作就是满脑问号和惊叹号的水平,她们表现跟画风也十分一致,没什么值得shock的。只不过一群小孩行为和思维模式跟旧金山领事馆外面摆摊的以及在商场里劝已经退休的我妈退youth party的那群人真是一毛一样,这种感觉简直是普通语言无法形容,满腔恶心只能憋出一句WTF?这些看个二流男男言情都不能接受与自己喜好与看法不同的存在,在这个世界上必然生活得很痛苦。所以当她们强忍悲痛还要打开自己憎恨的tag去ky和刷屏,当真以为自己在cos Jesus,才能一本正经的quote圣经吧。(PS,这群布道的真懂Catholic、Muslim和Judaism之间的关系以及亨八奋力把自己搞成head of church是为啥吗?某群体喜闻乐见的儿童或者少年sex有许多案例和丑闻都源自这个渠)

周嘟嘟本来也是冷到无边的一个圈子,向来平和。结果自从扭三播出之后,专写神奇小论文的策太后受到了刺激,于是衍生出了一群踩周嘟嘟上位的神奇物种。神马舒城土霸王、长壮白胖子、靠孙策上位的文盲洗脑包横行过一段时间。我特么笑喷。长相神马的就不说了,从正史到地方志周大帅哥都会被记一笔,是你们几个硬生生把长跟壮拆开用现代汉语解释的白丁写几篇屁的学术价值都木有的脆皮鸭衍生文就能歪曲的?孙策那句吾得卿谐矣和送鼓吹以及各种不足以报,怕是也看不懂啥意思的吧。最搞笑的是胡扯宗族背景,还特么舒城土霸王。三公九卿是啥?周家卷进权力中枢斗争至留名后汉书的有几人?何况手里还有洛阳狱这等大杀器的洛阳令光周瑜自己的传记里就有周晖和周爸。真要讲家世,孙爷爷乃瓜农,孙爸本为钱江小吏,孙氏因为这个背景被世家嘲笑和看轻了多久?甚至孙爸胡扯祖上是孙武,又有几人当真?但那又如何?难道孙氏父子就因此不是英雄和明主了吗?

最后是没想到长平侯和猪陛下的同人圈竟然也能撕起来,好吧,我认输。

关于妒忌

本人比较喜欢的三个人,周公瑾先森,长平侯,和小江宗主。三个里有两个跟这个词有关系。
周先森纯属躺平却中了一颗精确制导的战斧。本来是性度恢廓,大率为得人至令长期看他不顺眼的程公主动说,与周公瑾交如饮醇醪,不觉自醉。偏偏被各种志话乃至罗姓写手坑成不读史书的人心目中嫉贤妒能第一人,还妒的是个跳大绳的。
长平侯只有被人妒忌的份,当然他的后代是没什么可妒忌的。所以被司马迁酸溜溜地写进佞幸列传,不知道刘野猪陛下当时看过之后是什么想法,爽一时还是oh shxt被人曝光了?
至于小江宗主,与其说他妒忌的是魏婴这个人的能力,不如说前期他妒忌的是魏婴得到来自父亲的关注,后期他妒忌的是温情一族得到魏婴无条件的庇护,都是他求而不得且十分需要的。如果是妒忌他的能力,那小江宗主就应该像标准女二那样各种耍心机,令魏婴各种憋屈。魏婴在主角光环下被江枫眠嫌弃的可能性是0,但是各种犯错被重罚是一直有的。妒忌他人能力的群体所求的不过是让对方不好过,搓搓他的锐气,打击打击他的气焰,哪怕知道这其实并不会影响结果,也依然会这么做。嫉恨二字便是由妒忌生出的恨意,既有恨意,只要对家不好过就达成心愿了。何况他本有机会放任同辈里两个声名显赫之人自生自灭,结果还拼命去救他们,平日里又替受罚的魏婴收尸,这是什么奇葩的妒忌操作?而倒过来看,以江澄对魏婴那句诺言当真的程度来看,他就算羡慕魏婴打怪的天分也只是羡慕,因为他作为宗主,更重要的职责是管理宗门。就一宗之主的手段和经营统筹的能力来看,小江宗主既不需要也并没有妒忌任何人。宗主嫉贤妒能的话,这个宗门恐怕是没什么扩张或者光大的希望了,这个道理跟公司里B Player只愿意招不如自己的C Player相同。如果江澄真是个善妒之人,那么他便不止对魏婴一个人妒忌,而是对所有强于他的人都抱有同样的负面情绪。

CoCo

Did nothing but watched a few children’s movie and The Orville during the holiday season as there was nothing better to do. Since the older one is a bit scared by the explosions in most sci-fi series or the ugly looking aliens. The last season of doctor who was also horrifying but whatever. Who knows that I would miss the plastic models controlled by aliens in the very first season one day 😂

I have to say Frozen is definitely the WORST Disney movie ever. Both Elsa and Anna are horrible and stupid human beings. Especially Anna. They were both selfish and gullible. And they could leave their responsibility so easily like it was nothing. The purpose of that movie was like, let us have a queen and a princess together in a movie so we will have double revenue. They did succeed and I saw so many Elsa and Anna on Halloween😂But the story line and what the two girls did were so fxcking bad and they were literally disturbing.

Compared with that piece of crap, Moana was much better. I mean really, it sort of saved Disney’s reputation in my mind. But because of the culture difference, it is a bit hard for me to love it that much. But I do like her character and the story.

Then it was CoCo. As my girls go to a daycare whose director comes from Peru. We are more familiar with the background of this story as they celebrate day of the dead every year.

It is also closer to the traditional Chinese culture. Basically we share the same idea of having a big family(though it is changing) and remembering our family members who passed away by cleaning up their tomb and bringing them food drinks and news. It has its typical Disney 'do the right thing you love even everybody else doesn’t like the idea’. But at least it is about the real right thing. It doesn’t contain any high tech, it is all about traditions.The story was not that creative but it is very touching. It may not be anything close to the independence the westerners emphasize. It is indeed something that people like me who come from a big family would appreciate and enjoy.

本来吧,企鹅开doki那个玩意,一看就是在收集人物热度和粉丝数据,觉得每天去给小江送点人气也有助于提高周边质量。结果吧,这几天碰到的事情让我觉得我这把年纪混迹于那个地方是不是有点太诡异?刚刚看到有个澄清帖说因为金光瑶的doki团长被人骂,就去江澄doki发帖出气。这种事情没搞清楚先骂一顿出气的人还真不少啊,还是说现在同人圈的参与者年纪越来越小?本来我也就萌小江,但是这个地方是非也不是一般的多。要么每天签个到,idle个5分钟,送送天子笑这三件事干完了就结了,尤其是别评论了。等把那些要poc的代码和数据都搞定了,先把小周那个游戏代码弄完。卧槽,我真不是设计交互的料😂也许看心情去弄一个小江主角的?不过得查查国内非商用项目除了给原作credit之外还有什么限制,而且这次得找个动作快一点的美工。码字实在码不了感情戏,那码给谁看😂😂还是码顺手一点的东西吧。

So the carrot and Jiang can be used separately? 

看到有些人说江澄不愿意让魏婴救绵绵,就是格局太小,没有气度。

首先,原文是知其不可为而不为,贤人也;知其不可为而为之,圣人也。

江澄要当贤人保护他的家族,魏婴要当圣人去救他不认识的人。

这两点只能说明思维差异,不能说明格局。

世说新语里有一个关于王朗和华歆的故事,说两人因乱乘船逃命,路上遇到一个求救的人。华歆说抱歉,船太小,不能让你上来。王朗却说,他人有危难,怎能见死不救。于是便迎路人上船。结果江贼追了上来,船夫告诉他们,舟小而人多,很难行得快。王朗便对路人说,既然如此,只能请你下船了。华歆却拒绝了,先前不让他上船就是为了避免这种情况,如今要他下船无疑要他送死。于是几人一同奋力终于逃过一劫。

如果没有后半段,世人多半要责怪华歆心胸不够。

校园霸凌最难处理就是如果不是一方离开,在老师或别人看不见的地方,受凌辱的一方总是会被加倍讨还。保得了一时,也总有疏漏的时候。授人以鱼不如授人以渔。所以老美关于这一点的书有很多是教育小盆友bully的存在以及自己如何应对。假如弱势群体长期受欺压,而你只是偶尔路过,出手相助,长期后果是好是坏?看中东就知道了,中东人民当初多么期待美帝前去,但美帝一转身,他们得到的是什么?连美军自己都有许多人反思,他们自以为是正义的行动真相到底是什么?(gov的动机是什么不提,美帝曾经真的有很多人认为要解救中东人民)

人的一生都在取舍,三观、地位不同,做出的决定也绝对有差异。站在游侠魏婴的角度看,他做事随自己心意没有错,但是作为莲花坞首徒,江枫眠的义子,在少宗主江澄的警告之下仍一意孤行,这是肆意妄为,并且不管读者愿意不愿意承认,书里依然有order这个概念,至少宗门应当以宗主的决断为标准,魏婴不听江澄的劝阻本质是愈制。这种行为放其他书或者本书其他人身上里,都是直接扫地出门的待遇吧?江澄在拼命重振莲花坞的时候,作为一个时时要受其他宗门钳制的宗主,依然想冒险保住自己的师兄,从他的角度来说,还能做什么呢?假如他能舍弃那些在莲花坞最困顿的时候还愿意投奔他的门生,那才是真正的没有格局。雪中送炭永远都比锦上添花难。

Provided a tool a few weeks ago to some other team for checking their data structures and today it managed to prevent a big incident just before the release. However as the downstream in the pipeline and the author of the tool, I am eating the shit again. You people have been working on the same feature for such a long time and didn’t find this dramatic misunderstanding until the very end of the sprint, are you kidding me? Why ain’t you reviewing your code with each other? 

My parcel from China has finally arrived at my regional USPS office, hopefully it will be delivered by the EOD. And hopefully my XixCheng Carrot shaped charms are safe.

There are many facts that Tencent will take into accounts when they decide the importance of a character. Their biggest  advantage over Taobao is they have user behavior data. But do remember everything they do is about revenue.

That is especially important wlen they initially start selling products for the animation. Their daily quests for the fans of each character have already simplified their feature engineering a lot. They just need to filter the data. If I were them, I would filter the unique user and simply use the total number to prepare their model. But as soon as the sales data come in, those numbers are much more meaningful and more accurate. However, they still need the user behavior data to validate their predicted result and update the hyper parameters. The weight of these behavior features may drop a little bit. The most recent product (bracelet) can be regarded as a result of this process. Tencent will possibly choose the user group that is more loyal and more likely to make the purchases and satisfy their requirements first. If I will guess, they will start selling more expensive products related to a single character. 

And the original fiction was about boys' love. So the other names and number of likes(replies) which indicates the popilarity of a potential couple appeared in a certain character's topic are also key features. This has been reflected in both the animation and the products they sold. Apart from the main characters, the latest few products only picked a few others that appear to have a relationship from the point of view of fans, meaning they are targeting at specific audience rather than people who claim they like everyone. For example, the most recent badges or charms only have patterns of the two main characters who are obviously a couple according to the fiction, and Lan Huan / Jiang Cheng picked by fans, or another product that only have Jin Ling’s family. If I scrape the data from Doki Pages and aggregate the data using these keywords, I'm sure the sum of these combinations are significantly higher than the rest.

But this is a series, so the pilot also makes a difference . The pilot and the characters will impact each other. And the sales data can change accordingly. User behavior basically indicates how stable the fans are and how much they are willing to contribute to the future revenue. As they release more related products and the sales keep going, these numbers are just as important as the user behavior. They prove the correctness of each other. The number predicted by the machine learning model will slowly come to a convergence. The sales data will be even more reliable since they reflects the real revenue that matters to the studio and the commercial group.